Shameless plug for my book, or help my appeal

I'm not saying I need an appeal, just preparing for the worst.  I never received royalties from my Amazon or Barnes & Noble sales.  Those of you who have been following my story know that tbj threatened the original publisher with a libel suit (there was nothing libelous in the book, and his name was changed) and even though he did not have an attorney involved, the publisher listened to him, as so many people of means to wreak havoc in my life do.  The publisher, despite calls from both of my attorneys, has not released sales figures to me, nor have they removed my original Amazon listing, which makes finding my valid one virtually impossible.

I have 100 signed copies of my book.  I need to sell them to prepare for the worst.  The judge's decision is not in, and technically he still has about 100 days left to render one.  I am hoping and praying that the recent media attention will help my cause: TO KEEP MY 3 YOUNGEST CHILDREN SAFE!  Although the Hartford Courant certainly did not portray him to his fullest.  If the judge rules that visitation can be unsupervised, I will file an immediate appeal, in fact I have told the judge no less.  It's not a secret.  It's not about one "man" not supporting his children, not the three he sees and not the six he doesn't, it's about one "man's" capacity for evil and my intention that he never gets the opportunity again to utilize it.  At least on my kids and myself. 

I had a picture of tbj on my blog yesterday, it's one of two I have left in my possession.  I had to take it off.  I can't look at him.  There was always a reason he didn't want his picture taken and there were very few I actually had to dispose of, but when he was persuaded to get in front of the camera, he always was exposed with eyes that simply looked   ... evil.  It was uncanny, and disconcerting.  But there nonetheless.  It's in the pictures his girlfriend had no trouble having him pose for.  It's there.  I am not imagining it, nor am I crazy.

Anyway, I know without a doubt that the idiots at kidsafe have been completely enraptured by his false charisma, a product of his Narcissistic Personality Disorder:  he's being watched, therefore he's such a nice guy.  It was evident in the last monitor's conversation with me a couple days ago.  It is also apparent that Susan hates me much more than she hates him, namely because I have the gall to fight for truth and justice, safety and my children, and be outspoken about it.  And I am not a faceless robot who will be persuaded to conform to the typical family court divorce. 

Anyhow, appeals are expensive.  I have hope in this judge, but as court has gone for the past three-and-a-half years, I am not holding my breath.  I need to sell my book.  I need to protect my children.

If you would be willing to help, please send info. to 11onmyown@sbcglobal.net.  If you already have my book, please inform your friends about it.  My children and I would be forever grateful, and hold you in our prayers.